Without the Doing, Dreaming Is Useless
I love new ideas. Ideas are my most favorite thing in the world. And I too suffer from creative paralysis. Does that phrase hit home with anyone else, "creative paralysis"? The first time I heard it something clicked and I realized that I'm not the only one that deals with it. The mental overload of projects and possibilities can be overwhelming. I stumbled across this video today while keeping up on my rss feed and completely fell in love with it. If you are a creative professional and are anything like me, you might just identify with this talk like I did. It's completely brilliant and insightful.
The process goes a little something like this. I get a genius idea - maybe my best idea ever. I research and gather and procrastinate just a little bit, sometimes more, then finally start working. Then the artistic decisions eventually start to stall out the progress I am making. There are so many choices to make and questions to answer. "Which way is the best direction to go? What should I do here?" This continues until my idea haunts me and I avoid even thinking about it. Not long after the project comes to a complete halt as my brain goes numb with overload of possibilities. I couldn't restart it again if I wanted to. I begin to loathe my idea. It sits in my studio and stares at me day after day. Then my idea turns on me and I begin to doubt myself and my abilities. But something happens, the time passes and all of the sudden the idea has a new life again. I've grown, and learned and I have a new light to bring back to the project. So I work and work and work until its finally finished. I feel accomplished. I'm on top of the world. My creative confidence is soaring. I now understand that the idea wasn't ready when I first thought of it, something was missing. It needed time to develop subconsciously. No, I wasn't ready for it. I needed time. Everything is right with the world. Onto the next brilliant idea. Sound familiar? Me too, friend.
One of the biggest life lessons I've learned is that you take things on as you are ready for them. And that's okay. Things have a way of silently passing by when you aren't actively seeking them out. So get ready, give yourself time and trust your instincts. Just don't wait until you are 100% ready because the day will never come. 90% is perfect.
I highly recommend reading Do the Work by Steven Pressfield. It follows along the same topic line and is hugely inspirational and motivating.
It is not just you.